♥ Something new. ♥

running somewhere new.

2009-08-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

Its been so tough. Sucks to be so near to the A's wif little confidence.
Think i lost all of mine. =(

Tmr's our 4th month dear. Thanks for everything. Hope my lil smth tmr will brighten up your day. Though i wont be wif you.

I love you, always.

Monk. FTW.

2009-07-22T04:08:00.002-07:00

Today's the first day. The last day too.

Love you dearest xuan. but i'm a monk now and you're a nun.
This is just fucking crap.

Goodbye M.J.

2009-06-26T04:32:00.001-07:00

Can this week get any better? Aint doing that well in revision, aint concentrating well on stuff. And now this.

Michael Jackson has passed away.

I dunno. So weird yet so sad. Another talent down the drain.
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So little time left. Hopefully the little time left will be enough to 'E' my way through this time.

Ugh.

Guess M.J. and i have smth in common.

RIP M.J. 25th of June
RIP J.C. 29th of June

Pushing 3 daisies.

2009-06-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

What a week. i cant even believe how fast time flies. Kinda stinks. But yeah, this week sure was well and horrid. All mashed into stupid 7 days.

And i'm only left with 3 to make ammendments.

Run baby run. =X
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Just had a mock maths test today. I am so not prepared to do the real thing. Guess not practicing didn't pay off at all. Jeph, you are a super time wasting and playful boy. Wake up?

I wish i could. Cos its a terrible nightmare.

Anyone with donuts to cheer? =)
D-day soon uh. I'm waiting.

Closet hide-and-seek.

2009-06-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

Ugh. tired. Today was scary. But that's not the adjective. It was fun.

Real FUN!!! =D

though the scare was real. =(
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Ok back to my main point. Woke up early today cos it was a day really worth waiting for. Haha was totally debating with xuan that it was gonna be a 3-day hike around the estate la. But yea the destination was pretty sweet. Jangan smth i cant remember but yea it was fun to be back in m'sia on my own. =) Did some walking around before we headed back to xuan's cute terrace.

Come on its big lo! Dunno who's the one saying its tiny. Ugh wth la.

Yupp the house sure was sweet but i guess the ppl i met today were a million times sweeter. Met 2 important ppl today that helped to ensure my survival in tat foreign land. haha sounds as thou i was off to some shit country or smth. But yeah met xuan's cute cute sis Wan Qing!=D Tell you she's realli nice and all! Did i mention she's pretty too? And tall for her age.=)

Xuan i know you're jealous but yeah being short's a form of beauty too k? =X

Things were kinda weird thou when i first saw her. Being first time and everything, we were like exceptionally quiet. Haha. Talk about us msg like crazy. Oh yea, you know wad qing? I know wad you told your sis in the room at the start!! Hahaha. tell me in the face la. But anws yeah its not true.

I totally look like the average idiot. Teehee.

So yeah hanged out and stuff, played Wii, looked at pic albums. It was pretty much quality time thou i din realli get to know qing btr as much as i wanted to. Oh well, there'll be other opportunities i guess.=) The best part of the day was the closet hide-and-seek i guess. Haven't done that in such a long time la. Their bro was back for awhile so we had to hide. Lol so weird la wad btr place to hide than in a clothing wardrobe. Tsk it was a sauna in there man. Dehydrated like crazy. So glad it lasted for a while only. Their bro's FAST!!! =D

Kk i'l kinda being rushed to do stuff so i gtg le. But yea i had fun today. Smth i haven't had in a while. Tnks girls! =)
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*Jeremy and the other 4B peeps, sorry man i pangsei yall that day cos of tution. Catch up soon??

*Qing, you are a realli nice meimei! Might not visit anytime soon but yeah, i'll catcha arnd. Loved the time spent!! Hmmm got the feeling we get along well. Haha!! Til next time then.
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Gasp.

2009-06-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

You know. Love just drives you to do nuts. Cant even believe smth started when smth just ended. Oh the pain and joy at one go.

Haha i could really get a load of this.

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But yea, stuff is pretty great for now. =) Just tat the mi yrs are pretty screwed with a couple of weeks more to go and a million topics not covered. Ugh. Seems i aint worried at all.

Er.

I should be.

Haha. yeah. Anw the guys are off-ing to church camp either tonight or tmr dawn. Gonna miss them all the way to next next week. Ouch but yeah. Quiet sundays with no one to wake me up sure can be pretty cool i guess. For now, its just study study study. Date date date. Dream dream dream.

And prolly die diE dIE DIE.

Dead.

Dawn.

2009-06-13T02:28:00.000-07:00

Wow. How long has it been.
10 months. Not that late? =X haha.

So much stuff has happened. It's the june hols now so its like dinosaurs to cars if i were to elaborate. But yea, things has been real good. Btr start doind blog visits before ppl tink i've decomposed le. Zzz.

But yea. Its nice reflecting on the past thru older posts. Cant actually believe i was that childish. Anime and all. Ugh. Haha but anw i made adjustments so its ok. =D

Gotta go so i'll post later ot smth but yeah. Its nice to be back.

Acer's

2008-08-29T07:14:00.001-07:00

Bling. My head's rolling.

Sorry Mdm Suzannah. Don't kill me. =(

Dropping "I'm sorry"s like nobody's business.

2008-07-24T07:07:00.000-07:00

Jc's tough. We all know.

Today was pretti ok. At least paul's quite patched up with our clique once more. Homework not done .. crazy econs .. all in a day's stuff. Prac was jus squirting neson and glen with ethanol.

Anws Xiaowei got me tinking .. we realli shud work hard from now onwards. I mus.

I mus.

Racial barmony

2008-07-21T08:35:00.000-07:00

Happi Bdae BEAT! Glad you din cream me. =)

*chek*

5 alphabets.

2008-07-10T07:45:00.000-07:00

Indeed. B,D,S,S,U.

I fucking amaze myself when it comes to disappointments.

Say cheese.

我不配

2008-07-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

Finally back in schul for sm pw today. Gosh was it boring sia .. and repetitve also. Hurs. Hmm heng got ZY and company tok tok nonsense or else i die from boredom le. =( Oh oh .. not to mention the Xinpei loser-horny-syndrome. Hehex.

Say cheese.

After was pretti sianz .. but we guys then went off to bowl at Aaron's house. Kinda fun until the stupid bowling alley started cranking up .. walao i got strike lor .. then never record. Haha Father and i keep on havin missing pins but all in all it was fun. Heng b4 that i managed to avoid a PJC trademark from Father and Lester. Sianz lah .. kena caught on video by Paul and co. Yupp then home.

Yummy western dinner. =)

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Im tired. So so tired of you now. Guess things sure hav changed .. hav they? Well, i jus hope you're havin fun.

While im not.

There's more to come .. so yupp, jyjy.

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Guess i'll realli miss the moments. You and I.

I cried today.

2008-06-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

Mmm. im back. =)

Monday.

2008-04-07T08:01:00.000-07:00

Haha i did well for mi maths test!!!! And failedmy econs test .. hehe. Wen out wif Beat, Xinpei, Yingxin, Hiroki, Paul, Glenn and Kaiwen to ikea to take meatballs .. but the stupid restaurant close down for renovations .. wth lah in the end wen to anchorium eat jack's place!! Haha kinda broke liao le .. Anw it was damn funn sia!! Makin shitty crap wif choc, chilli sauce, pepper, sugar and ice cream .. haha got balls then drink lor!! Hahaha .. damn lame but super fun ..

Back painz,
~Jephtath~

2008-03-28T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hiding from everyone. Cheesecake at the photocopying shop on a rainy day.

Yes todae was fun. Haha.

But rest assured tmr won't get better.

Silence.

2008-03-25T06:51:00.001-07:00

We had nothing to say tonight. The gap rages wider and larger.

Just great.

Goodnite gal. I'll miss the moments.

butt mints.

2008-03-24T07:08:00.000-07:00

Return. Rewind. Remind.

2008-03-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

Good Fridae! A day to take a break from all the shit in school and jz chill at East Coast. Cycled wif Jere, Vino, Roy, Jowie, Tim and Yan al the way to the end .. kinda funn ..

Pics!! At las go sm ..

Eberyone together .. bt i not there. Hehex.

The usual gang. Wif newbie Roy!!

Luv this pic!! Nice background too!!!

Yupp .. legs givin way luhh .. Haiz ..

Neverest to conquer,

Jephtath XD

Still lovin you. Pernormaly.

Cheers

2008-03-05T03:13:00.000-08:00

New class, new decisions, new idiots.

Week's 0.3%

2008-03-03T05:18:00.000-08:00

Weekends was pretti cool .. went out to watch the eye wif dorothy on saturdae .. super scary lor!! Tink she half the time closin her eyes .. i was like screamin in the theatre luh .. XD Overall was fun sia .. plus the las-minute photo exhibition .. ahhaz .. Yupp.

But no pics. Sheesh.

Anw, church on sundae was cool jus tt timmy played real soft and i couldn't play at all cos off mah .. kinda sad lor .. o.O

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A new week. Bad start. Bad finish.

Was late in the morning and had tt stupid indian man screamin at mi face again .. second time le .. Ugh. Lotsa breaks and stuff to do things todae so i was like muggin for the first time wif jeremy near the cafe .. o.O Yupp, nerding physics!!

Ahhax, yea rite.

Classes not allocated yet .. so in sm stupid OG tt doesnt even noe mi existence .. plus the teacher onli saw mi face todae 4 the second time .. waa i late dunno how mani times liao .. Lols. Checked annann and audrey's blogs todae .. make mi damn sad lor .. Glad they're happi in their class!!

Oh well, fuck Catholic Junior College for ruining my life.

I'm left out .. most of the time. It aint fair huh ..

借口

2008-02-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

I aint feeling like bloggin todae.
Peace out.

Love .. so fragile ..

P or C. o.O

2008-02-26T02:54:00.000-08:00

One hell of a day. Ponned IJC todae jus to wait beside the phone for a call. Like a dog. And it was all in vain.

Yupp. In vain.

4pm = No more appealing
4pm = I'm jus so screwed

Wif onli a couple of hours left till 4pm, i didn't care anymore. So i went to appeal to pioneer jc .. so glad i went ahead and did it. Got accepted almos immediately .. somemore principal veri kind and polite also .. Explain various stuff to me .. I like!!! XD Anw, the time came and yeah, i didn't make into cjc. Guess wad? I didn't even make it into serangoon jc!!! Like wtf man?!?!

OMG .. aiyah fuck it lah. X(

At least i'm sure things will get a lil btr tml in school .. onli thing is that travelling time takes 1 HOUR! ArGh .. gd-damn it sia .. Seems i wasn't the only one wif a terrible day .. will this week get anymore worse?? Nvm .. weekend's cool!! Esp saturday!!!

I still love you, no matter what.

Tired.

2008-02-25T07:10:00.000-08:00

Real stress but damn happi!!! So glad that she said YES!!!!

50.0005% mood.

2008-02-23T07:25:00.000-08:00

Todae was tough. And real fun too. Yea, sheesh .. Hehex. XD

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Woke up late todae .. didn't wanna tink abt myself not gettin the call from cjc so i jus laze arnd to keep mi attention off the issue .. F*** sia .. Anw, it was arnd 10 so i jus went and watched cartoons til 12 plus. Hahhaz, realli miss being a kid again .. Stuff like Ben 10 and Batman realli gets mi goin man!!! =P Hehhex .. Then was practice in church .. ok ok lah, didn't take long so i left abt 2.

Go where?? Go CJC lah then .. where else?? JKJK.

Since they were havin the finale todae, jon chia and chew as well as i were like discussing yesterdae to crash for the last time. Yupp. The last time.

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It was real tough gettin in the first place. You see, i was late and reached there abt 5 smth. Thus there were teachers and facilators .. damn hard to escape them nia!! Got one guy damn like dog like that .. keep on hounding me and asking me to get the hell out of CJC .. sheesh .. f*** off lah .. Lim-pei alreadi sad case still wanna suan mi and drive out .. Anw, latr i sneaked in the hall wif nick cheang and sat wif Audrey, Annann and Zhiyun .. heng there were no checks in the hall .. Joined 'FUOCO' grp and slacked down there .. the screams made me a lil high as well as sad .. sheesh .. i emo at the slightest thing sia ..

Later i met up wif Audrey, Annann, Steph, Jerome, Jon Chia, Qi Neng and Wei Liang to go Causeway Point o eat .. since everyone like pretti broke .. we went budget and ate at Banquet. Havent been there in a long while soit was pretti cool. The charkwaytiao was also realli tasty sia!!! Hahahaz .. XD

After we like hanged out at the arcade for a short while lookin at time crisis b4 running here and there .. seing jerome buying socks was also quite lame .. but overall quite fun lah .. Later on we jus sat ooutside the Causeway Point and did Truth or Dare. Hahhaz .. then they make fun of me ask me to msg Dorothy tell her i miss her .. Well, it wasn't realli a dare lah .. cos i did miss her at that time .. Hehhex!! =P

K lah .. it's late so i guess it's time to close. Jus thinking of the times spent together as a class: 1T34. Shessh .. wonder when we are gonna meet up again .. haizz .. so sian lor .. Like wad wei liang said in his blog, i relali wonder how life is gonna be without our class 1T34 .. guess life sure aint gonna be the same ever again .. =( Yeah, of course life mus go on .. so i guess if i cant continue in CJC, then its gotta be SRJC then .. at least there got friends like Dudley and Limei!!! Hahhaz .. onli realised that they were studying there yesterdae when i toked to Dudley on msn .. haha .. at least go there not so bored!! Or yah, the college also veri near Dorothy's house also!!!! Haha .. the biggest incentive so far!!! Hahahaha!! XD JKJK!

Peace and hav fun 1T34 .. i will miss all of you guys. It was pure fun and i'm sure the las 2 and a last months weren't a waste of time at all. Cheers. *sob sob* =(

Still gonna love you forever .. yea i'll wait ..

CJC .. i love you ..

2008-02-18T05:23:00.000-08:00

It's been a busy week. Wif valentines and all .. wow i feel stressed!! Hehe, sucks lah i noe .. Ask mi classmates, lectures and tutorials realli like sh!t lor .. Boredom is one thing, understanding is another. Todae was at least not that mad lah .. can ponn chinese and stuff .. go grandstand to chat and slack like siao .. Hehehe, but the latr prt of the dae was bad .. Anw, i went to ponn physics lecture in the afternoon .. Sheesh bad boY!! HAha, cos thermo-dynamics and stuff realli doesn't apply to us physics H1 ppl mah .. stay and listen also no use .. Besides i nxt time also wont hac ani physics lectures .. Then was maths tutorial .. O.o Make me wanna cry lor .. cos i was seriously damn tired, so i soon dozed off in class .. Damn funni .. Then Mr. Loh call me up and ask me answer some sigma question .. i jus go blank and then ask jerome to help me .. Later, i looked at mi notes and try to catch wad he saying abt the ant colony question i jus dun understand anything at all .. not even the basics and formulas of sigma notation .. SH!T!! So mus study hard from now on .. tt's the onli way i'm gonna get mi phone again .. (fk sia)

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Now for 2dae's interesting stuff!!! Hehehe .. Yupp, here goes nothing .. Guess everyone noes that i'm g.p. class rep and tze ren's helpin me .. oh well, cos on fridae Mrs. Bimal told the both of us to get the class to stay bac for an hour or so for 'extra classes' .. Sheesh man!! Like wth she tink she's doin sia .. i break the news liao got damn lot of 'f' words and swearing as well as racist remarks .. Hahaha .. But anw, todae was realli fun .. the both of us me and tze ren was like telling the rest : "You all wanna go then hurry up go and disappear .. she come we help explain to her .. " i sure wished i never did that .. she like onli 2 ppl still wanna hav class .. i see her so desperate i didn't dare to refuse her since she also said it wud onli take 15 mins.

Yes, i STRESS : 15 MINS!

It ended up abt an hour and more .. fk sia .. Now i realli hate her .. and she btr not be mi g.p. teacher this year .. or i'll seriously murder her .. slash her throat and stuff! Anw, tml's the posting results dae .. oh well, i so damn scared lor .. REALLI! Haiz .. btr pray i make it to CJC cos if not i seriously dun wanna study liao ..

.. my love aint a lie.

Holding on.

2008-02-16T19:43:00.000-08:00

I have two words to tell you:

I Love You.

Its' only two words cos I and You are one.

Best valentines ever!!

2008-02-14T06:12:00.000-08:00

Todae was one of the bes days of my life!!

Serious. No joke.

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It's 6.45 in the morning .. i jus got up after 3 hours of sleep .. too busi making presents and flowers for the gals in 1T34 as well as for aunty jennifer and for Dorothy!! Ahhaz .. not easi sia .. Anw, i was like damn tired and plus late for school liao .. OMG lah .. rush rush like crazy .. stuffing thingeys and gifts in my bag and dasshing out of the house lor .. Heng i reach school jus in time!!

Then came the trouble. When i was giving out gifts to everybody .. i then realised that i had forgotten to bring Dorothy's gift. Cos other gifts are stalks of flowers but her's was in a nice box .. and i left it on my table .. Waa, i realli shouted in shock and stone for a few minutes .. At first i tot this valentine's like buang alreadi .. no gift for Dorothy .. surely i'll get no number .. no email address .. no nothing .. Shit. On the spot i realli felt like crying .. but .. so sad lor. I even contemplated ponning school and going home jus to get the gift for her .. Got caught by Mr. Tong so in the end cannot leave lor .. make me quite sad .. Cos i actually planned to go to the photocopying room during S.D. to give her the box .. inside got letter somemore .. Haiz ..

Jus when it seemed like this entire valentines thingey was playin a real bad trick on me .. Tze Ren showed up .. wif roses for me. He originally went to 'biao-bai' to another J2 in the morning and some spare roses left! OMg lah .. i realli felt like hugging him and ... Anw, i was like damn greatful to him lor .. Shessh, damn happi lah .. at least not everything's in the drain yet!! Ahhaz .. but now the only problem left was the letter .. Cos i originally typed a letter nicely and designed it wif coloured paper .. Now i was left wif nothing but air .. Audrey offered me a colourful notepad to write stuff for Dorothy but .. after much consideration, i tot aiyah nvm lah .. jus go and be myself lah .. (that requires guts and balls man .. )

Tze Ren and the 'J' clan actually decided to go wif me to see Dorothy at the shop .. while i went inside they wud wait outside and prevent other ppl from going in the shop .. in the end i decided to dedicate the song "Accidentally in love" to her .. then call her out b4 giving the stuff and wishing her happi valentines dae and stuff .. Well, i tell you i was SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO nervous lah .. but heng got lotsa support from all the gals and guys .. espacially 'J' clan .. Ahhaz!!! Aiyah .. alreadi so late tonite .. will continue tomorrow lah .. damn tired .. Somemore tonite i wanna sms her .. wonder how she'll respond ..

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Lovin ya, always.

The smile.

2008-02-12T05:44:00.000-08:00

Todae was ok .. apart from the fact that Bimal was like hounding those who didn't pass up gp essay .. including me. Now i see her i scared liao .. walao .. To be honest, i didn't realli feel that great .. dunno why .. mood swing bah .. Anw, whe i went to photo-room wif weiliang and jerome to do stuff and check on Dorothy, the smile she gave me realli light me up like heaven in hell! OMG lah, i jus felt damn shiok after that .. dunno why she gave me that smile .. Hmm .. =P

Now i'm like damn freakin scared. Tml's gonna be a realli long dae .. and a tough one for me as well.

It's time to make my move to her tml. Or so i hope.

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~Hero~ By Nickelback

I am so high. I can hear heaven.
I am so high. I can hear heaven.
Oh but heaven, no heaven don't hear me.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

Someone told me love would all save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, n' blood-spilling that world never came.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away. hi-igh-igh!

Now that the world isn't ending,
it's love that I'm sending to you.
It is'nt the love of a hero,
and that's why I fear it wont do.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as we all fly away.

And they're watching us
(Watching us)
They're watching us
(Watching us)
As we all fly away,
(Yeah)
Yeah.

And they're watching us
(Watching us)
They're watching us
(Watching us)
As we all fly away

(Yeah, yeah. Whoa-oh.)

Lovin ya, always and forever.

Untitled.

2008-02-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

Dainty and dutiful

Orderly and outstanding

Rich and righteous

Outrageously cute

Tiny and tame

Happy and hot

Yes man!

Loving ya, always and forever.

~Jephtath~

BIMAL. .LAMIB

2008-02-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

CNY is finally over and it's time to go back to work .. OMG i forgot to do my GP essay homework .. Nvm lah, jus lie to Bimal say i go malaysia then come bac too late .. haizz ..

SHIT LAH!

Infactuation and CNY. What a mix.

2008-02-05T04:38:00.000-08:00

Everyone knows which girl i fancy.

Too cute for words?

Love at first sight?

Hahhaz .. yet to know her name ..

I promise we'll be fine, so won't you take my hand tonight.

Hello February .. Goodbye January ..

2008-02-02T04:58:00.000-08:00

Hi!!! So long never blog liao!!! Like OMG so long lor ... ): Anw, these few weeks were realli stupidly fun and funnier. Lolz. So mani things to blog abt lor .. So here i go!!!

I had mi IG13 outing dunno how mani weeks ago. It was REALLI FUN sia!!! Hahhaz, all of us met at orchad mrt b4 we went to eat. Tried out mani places but to no avail .. Saturdae mah - SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO x9999999999 packed!! Nearly went to eat Macs loh .. ZZzz .. We walked here and there .. make mi legs quite tired .. Nvm, got to catch up wif mi friends from the IG .. mainly Kenneth (the quiet guy), Ryan (water-polo boy), Sameer and Karan (the clowns), Yingqiu (6 pointer mugger), Joyce (big smiles), Siuling (Crescent gal), Yati, Fiona and las but not the least Charlene (mos of them hate her). o.O So we ended up trawling the streets .. walking pass various shops .. the only ones i remember were topman and the condom shop .. Ewww! Cos we walk pass and i happened to be taking pictures so kenneth ask mi wanna take a pic of the signboard .. Hahhaz .. Damn lame lor! Anw, we had a lot of fun .. esp at the las part where we played the digital projection thingey on the floor .. Karan had so much fun!! Laughed like siao .. a pity the thingey was switched off at 10pm .. damn. Will upload the pics later ..

Then was the 1T34 outing at bugis .. we all went for steamboat at bugis .. at first didn't noe whether to bring jerome and kunsiepoonsie (jonathan) to my house to rest b4 goin there since it was still too early .. Becos of mi hesistation, jerome decided to leave early .. Oh man, left the both of us .. Nvm, we went back then play retro games like Marvel VS Capcom and Puzzle Bobble .. Play lah play lah, then late .. .. Haiyoh, got call from audrey so we damn late .. OMG lah .. no choice chiong there by cab .. $12.75! My heart bleeds .. JKJK! Steamboat was realli fun! Tomyam and all .. i didn't eat alot of fishey stuff .. but i remember eating a whole lot of beef and meat!! Waaa .. i see Tiffany eat a whole damn lot of prawns .. shud show you all the pic of all the prawn shells at her plate! OMG freakin lot leh!! Nvm, i show you guys the pics later lah .. Anw, aftr that i left wif Sarah, Annann, Qineng and Tiff to go home by MRT .. Didn't wanna ps Annann .. then in the end she ps us go take bus .. walao!! Nvm, journey home was enjoyable. Chatting some crap lah.. cant realli remember .. Oh well ..

Menwhile, classes in CJC are pretti interesting .. esp cos i get to go for break wif Steph and Zhi Yun during chinese lessons!! Byeee Mr. Yap!!! Ahhaz .. loved playing senseless games wif the 'j' clan and Annann!!! Stuff like Bang bang, Party party, Open close, How mani meh-meh and What time is it realli was fun lah!! Love trickin Annann wif the gmes .. Lolz! That time we play, all the 'J' clan got invited to mi party .. onli Annann never get .. Nvm, i'm glad she's invited now. Oh yah, the class now pretti hyped-up abt the 'love' in our class recently .. Seems like Zhi Yun's got a love interest .. and i noe who he is!!!!!! ArgH!!! It's become mi curse now .. OMG lah, if i tell anyone i'll become her slave .. Zzzz .. Wad to do?? Anw, quite a few ppl tried to pry tt guy's name out from mi .. but i still haven't said it out yet .. Maybe i will? Maybe i wont. Oh well .. ZY btr not make me angry!!!!?!?!?! Hahhaz .. JKJK! Guess i'll be staying in CJC lah .. since mi points cant realli get me any place btr .. toking abt points, some fucker go and tag mi .. say i noob get 15 pnts .. If i noe who it is, i will goddamn fucking kill ya!?! Asshole .. KNNBCCB! Nabe .. ..

Waa seh, spoil mi good mood .. nvm, i jus hav to think of someone and i feel so much btr areadi!!! I realised i now like someone in CJC .. think everyone noes her by now lah .. the photo-shop gal!! Waa, first time i saw her i tot she DAMN cute! Second time, she even more cute lor!!! OMG, somemore V-day comin up!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!! Heart pulpitating .. .. ambulance plzzz??? Hahhaz, catcha latr lah .. btw, gong xi fa chai!!!

Fuck the what.

2008-01-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

D-day todae. Though it was interesting to don mi old uniform once more and to meet all mi MSHS friends again, deep down i knew that there was something bigger lurking in the shadows. Yes. The results. Well, i'll be honest lah. I got 15 points.

And i'm not happy at all. =(

Could hav done a lot better lah .. comb. hum. pull everything down .. fcked sia .. Oh well, at least tonite i can sleep tight without feeling worried anymore. Yes it's but a phase in life, but i guess regrets stay forever.

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These few days i've been reflecting abt the ppl in my class - 1T34.
Here's some pics showing their faces [i kop from everywhere sia ..] :

Wei Liang. Take pic of himself .. <3!

Qineng and Wei Liang. (Guy on left is siao .. beware!)

Samuel. Call him Stickman Sam.

Sam and Annann. Act cute <3!!!!!>

Mr. Matthew Tong!!! My fav. teacher!!! Always giv sweeties!!!

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Tml i'm off to steph's house for a day of jus fun and nothing else. I realli wanna jus play and not get caught up by the O's anymore ..

One wrd to exams: ENUF!!

Feel my chemical romance.

2008-01-23T02:43:00.000-08:00

2pm.

The God-damn deadline.

Lord have mercy.

2008-01-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

Guess that i'll never get to call you mine.

Overhead bridge and stupid acts.

2008-01-17T04:54:00.000-08:00

Today was pretti interesting. Realli.

The day started wif boring lectures followed by a seesion of physical education. We all had to run 5 rounds around the field .. In the end, i was pretti tired .. mus be all the december fats that remain in my body .. O.o Hahhaz .. but i was pretti shocked when Teck Ann had to pull out after 3+ rounds .. Ok, let's leave it as that. After break, it was jus more tutorials and crap lah .. not to mention 2+ hours of GP wif Navajothi Bimal .. OMG lah! Damn fucked up man .. not onli control-freak lor .. she is realli freaking idiotic .. At the las part of the lesson i realli realised wad a hypocrite i can realli become .. Cos it realli seemed that noone was listening anymore except me .. jus becos i was looking at her for a while and also partly becos i was sitting in front .. Aiyoh, she go and make me read the article lor!! OMG, so long lah .. Plus there were stupid names of professors and stuff that made me tongue-tied .. made me look like the GP nerd lor .. Lolz ..

Swell. Swell. Swell. <3

The fun part was after school! Oh yeah .. cos i didn't wanna go home so early after lessons .. so i decided to hang out in school wif ppl like Jun Kia, Stephanie, Jerome and Jonathan Chew. And i hav to say, it's realli been the best day i've ever had wif ppl in 1T34! Cross mi heart!!! And it's mostly tnks to Jun Kia!! I now seems to like him pretti much .. nv knew je could be so funni!!! Ahhaz .. inventing stupid things and pranks to do .. Ranging from pranking the ppl running on the track at PE .. joining others in their PE lessons .. running up slopes .. screaming from field end to field end .. OMG the list jus doesn't end .. Maybe we shud do that eeryday!! Ahhaz .. so funni lor .. Oh yah, guess wad we decided to do in the end?? Ahhaz ..

Overhead bridge 'fake road' game. Dun understand huh? I understand.

It goes like this. All you need is an overhead bridge that goes over a veri congested road. Then wad you do is to pretend that the bridge is the road and run across at the opportune time when there is veri few cars in order not to get 'knocked down'! OMG, sounds lame but i honestly had a lot of fun sia! (as compared to hanging out wif ppl like tiff, sam, qineng, rach and others lah .. I'll repeat again: Today was surely the best day i've ever had in CJC! And i'm sure that the rest had fun todae too!! WOO!! GoGo overhead bridge game!!! ArGh!!!!

It's all been real fun todae .. but i've been thinking .. .. alot. The O's are gonna be out on next fridae i think and i'm sure we mite be goin our seperate ways in a short while .. *sob sob* Cos i realli hate leavin good friends and movin on in life .. Seperation is such a horrible issue. School friends aren't jus the only thing .. someone else is also leavin my life too.

And it's a real great friend that i have - Angela Model.

I'll be honest. I realli havent spent much time wif her at all during the hols up to now. And i jus realised she's leavin S'pore around May.

And it's almost Feb now. Fuck.

At the back of mi mind i knew that one day she would surely hav to return back to Switzerland, but i NEVER EVER knew it had to be so fast. Is it too late to do any thing now? I so feel like crying cos i know that once she goes she most likely wont be coming bac anymore and i'll jus hav to lose one realli nice friend. I'll be honest, i do wanna cry a lil.

Maybe a lot.

But i think wad i can do now is make the most of the time we hav left in S'pore. Catch a movie, eat stuff? *sob sob*

All i can say is, what a pity. You ready to face reality?

kcaB to Front.

2008-01-15T04:51:00.000-08:00

MmmHmm. I'm back. Again. Yes, i know.

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Enuf of the introduction lah .. i was so shocked when i saw that the last entry was like December the 23rd!?! zOMG .. this time a bit overboard rite?? Zzz .. *sobs* Kk, i'm bac lah ok?? Dun cry huh .. lolz! Anw, it's junior college now .. no more secondary school ..

CJC <== MSHS =P

Buzi buzi now .. but i'll prefer to start off this post from the dae i went to CJC .. Can't realli rmbr much lah, but try lor!! Anw, i was pretti nervous and excited at the same time lah .. although at the back of mi mind i tot that there wudn't be any Marists there in CJC from mi class .. Oh to mi surprise, there was like 20+ and counting lor!?! On first look i was like wad the f*** lah .. Still no sight of any 4B classmates .. dun tell mi life in cj wud be lonely?? Heng got Joshua and Wei Xiang there also lor .. Next was group ice-breakers and stuff .. Honestly i do miss IG13 a lot man .. Ppl like Siu Ling, Joyce, Yati, Sheena, Ryan, Samuel, Kenneth, Sameer, Karan, Nicolas etc .. Not to mention facils like Anthea and Daniel!! Despite the torture and muddy bloody games, it was a real hell of an experience for me that i'll find real hard to forget ..

Real hard.

Did i mention that there was a housing program kinda thingey at the last part of the J1 orientation?? B4 that, i btr tok abt the new class lah .. (makes me a lil sad alreadi) REALII!! *sob sob* Anw, all students had to choose their own subject combinations .. mine was PCME wif physics as H1 .. thus all IGs were split up and new class were thus formed .. Like OMG lah .. so fas then mus lose mi new friends and make new ones .. Zzz .. i realli miss them lor .. So sad .. I went to this class called 1T34 .. the las class .. Haiz .. alot of new ppl to make friends wif .. but i realli feel there's some kind of void still .. I realli cant explain it but it does seem that beneath the 'friendliness' and 'laughter' and 'crap', there jus seems to be this fake kinda bonding .. it may seems fine on the outside but if you look carefully, things aren't realli cool beneath .. Most likely ppl might hav alreadi noticed but fail to point out or make ammendments .. Yeah i sound long-winded but don't anyone think that it seems like everyone is pretti much focusing on the outside like appearance and other stuff??

Think about it first. Carefully.

Guess bcos of such, some are jus left aside or shud i say .. left out. Shud i mention names?? Btr not lah, but honestly some ppl shud be included in conversations and stuffies (not saying that i'm not being included lah!?!) .. JYJYJY wif the conversing k?? Guess we all need to converse conversely .. On the flipside, mos ppl in 1T34 make the class a fun bunch!! And it can be real fun at times .. wif jon chew and his nonsensical antics and freaking gay sh!t .. Hahhaz!! XD

Kzz, bac to housing thingey. Classes were grouped up into houses wif respective names like Yatta (BEST HOUSE!! YEAH!!), Viola, Shiok and Ole. Weird combi of names huh?? =P Anw, there were performances and stuff on the finale night, not to mention wild and loud Loud LOUD LOUD cheering!!! So fun lor!! Not onli ears going deaf, throat gonna tear liao!! Ahhaz .. could see guys and gals jus screaming their lungs out to support their houses .. Cool bonding too!! Guess where i was?? Yatta!! BEST HOUSE SE!!!! WOOOOO!!!!! Ok, let's be humble lah k?? XD Anw, b4 the whole finale thingey, students had to learn and memorize the various cheers for their houses .. i realli loved the cheer-breaker as well as the Tokyo Drift cheers!!

Here i go:
I wonder if you know,
How we Yatta stole the show,
If you see it then you know it
Then you know you have to go,
Rock on Yatta, Ya-ya-ya
Rock on Yatta, Ya-ya-ya
Oh~~YATTA!!!!!! =P (the equal p 's optional)

Well, there are great stuff at CJC as well as areas for improvement but i guess overall it's a nice place to chill b4 the O's are out .. Toking abt being out, they're like alreadi in out secondary schools liao lor .. jus waiting for the 21st - 24th for us to go and get them bac .. To tell you the truth, i'm realli anxious on getting mi results .. Partly excited, partly frightened greatly by the fact that i'll fail to make the expectations of my family, relatives and friends .. and most of all ..

Myself. D:

Call me a scardy-cat but i jus dunno lah .. let nature take it's course lah .. Good or bad? Let's jus face it .. It's not abt wad you get .. but abt wad you're gonna do abt wad you get .. Slack? Slouch? Sulk? Cry? Commit suicide?? Seriously, i realli dunno wad's gonna go thru mi head when i sit in front of my form-teacher on that fateful dae ..

Daddy Jesus, you help me for no one but myself will be there to steady me.

May the future be ever bright, and may the experiences and stuff to find in CJC be worth remembering an entire lifetime .. not regretting an entire lifetime.

P.S. Check out my new jap/anime songs playlist!! Waaa .. for anime song freaks!! Listen arr!!! XD

Will you willingly smile for life's camera? Jus dun break the lens er? 'o_o'

Babble.

2007-12-23T02:34:00.000-08:00

Treaure those precious to you. Before they become like Hell-mo.

Appleseed movie (wad a spur of the moment!!) :

:: Marry Crisp-mas ::

2007-12-21T22:36:00.000-08:00

Yes, it's comin. Tnk God huh?

Yet i still fail. Again.

Fuseless.

2007-12-19T07:07:00.001-08:00

It's been pretti fun this week .. Well, i 'was' supposed to be some roadshow nusiance (or shud i say promotor) .. (: Oh well, things cou;dn't realli work out lah ..

Here's what happened: See, i was supposed to liase wif this guy called Edwin-smth to confirm a job as a promotor in some roadshow held in various locations in S'pore recently. It was a job introduced or shud i say recommended by one of mum's badminton KAakeEs ..

Wow.

I was grateful anw, since the rate was per-normal .. $6 an hour .. Jus like the Brain Buttons job .. zOMG, i'm realli starting to cry now!!??! HONG JIAN!!! Yes, i noe i'm too random lah .. The job scope was jus to station at a particular venue given to me and then take note of passer-bys .. All i had to do was to approach males who seem to be between 19-45 years old and look pretti fit (yeah like i can see lor!?!) Anw, that was it lah .. but he (edwin-smth) failed to confirm where and when i was gona start work .. ZOMG .. Come to think of it, he's quite _____ lah .. Oh well ..

The beginning of a new week. I was supposed to start. But he nv called. And he evn told me b4 that i shud be starting that week (mos likely on mondae) from 2pm to 6pm. So, guess wad time he called?? ?? ??

4 plus. 'o.O'

But all things work out for those who trust in Daddi Jesus!! Well, another friend of mum's (amanda shud noe rite!!) - Mei Fong - called to ask whether my bro wanna work as a technician .. Not me hor!! But since he's got that Canadian Embassy job, he turned down the offer. Mum then asked if i could try .. Here's wad she said. I was too young. It sounded sh*tty and funni in a way. It could mean i was still a young teen. Or it could mean i was fuseless. 'o_o'

Hahhaz, i still go it in the end!! Coolios!! (: All tnks to God! But i could onli work for arnd two weeks b4 i go for my orientation at some joke JC .. Sheesh .. Btr than nothing lah hor!! At least btr than lazing and rotting at home or wasting time loitering wif friends outside .. Besides, i'm pretti broke after spending all my last pay .. NIKE mah, wad to do ..

Job scope was easi .. or so i tot. Hard sia, memorising stuff and trial and error .. Realli hard at first sia .. Heng got one mentor to help me - Chengkit! Yeah!! He's pretti cool lor, onli thing is that he can't live without gambling .. I'll try and change him lah ok??!?! (: Cool sia, gotta bring a hard drive and run all around S'pore to various centres to do computer stuff .. Dunno wad virtual client, drive c, d, e .. So mani folders to remember .. And worst of all - LAGGY COMPUTERS!!! Wth lor,
todae gota upload abt 10 gig of games in to computer .. took SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSSOSOSOOSSOOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO LONG lor .. the both of us went for lunch break, come back still not done .. zOMG! ): Nvm lah, seldom got such case mah .. Realli gota work hard lah, this job is pretti cool .. And Chengkit nv scold ppl one .. Evn when i'm such an idiot at html and other crap .. HAhahaz .. !!!!! =D

Wish me luck, cos nxt week he's out of country for a few days .. Gambling trip .. i'm stuck alone and it mite jus get a lil tough if it comes to trouble-shooting computers!?! OMg, i realli dun wana think abt it now lah .. Jus relax and stuff shud go fine!!! Hahhaz .. Recently, i lost my social life again .. Too much work, too little msn .. wif the laptop gone, i cant get to use computer too late at nite .. OMG!! Hard to keep my fingers from typing .. gettin stiff lor .. *STIFFY*

Ok, gtg now .. Btw, go check out these websites and movies .. CGI anime movies!! Realli cool lor!! OMG, i jus cant wait to watch them ..

http://www.appleseedthemovie.com/
http://www.vexille.jp/

ArGh!!! i'm drooling alreadi!! XD *jkjk*

Cya arnd kiddos,
~Jephtath~ XD

Wrk.

2007-12-16T08:29:00.000-08:00

It starts tomorrow. Yes, i'm working again .. hahhaz. Siewparku .. haiz .. If you see this Vino, jus wanna say i so sori didn't tok to u todae cos realli quite busi .. ):

Smile for the camera,
♥ Jephtath ♥

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...

And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

I don't wanna be loved.

2007-12-13T08:58:00.000-08:00

Todae seemed great. Woke up late. Jere came over for some guitar teaching. Learnt quite a few chords like A, G, D etc. Even could play "Top of the World" .. whad a freakin nicey picture it painted in my mind.

Aftr setting the computer at aunty's house, i went online and the horrors began to start. Aloy went and broke the news abt the posting results that came out this morning .. So nervous, so shaky .. .. ..

Now so sorrowful.

Srg JC .. a lil aiyoh lor .. guess it's cos mi P2 results so sucky .. Aiyah .. go and appeal tml wif aloy and wx lahx .. This week actually veri good lor .. New Nike sneakers, guitar stuff .. Now it so So SOSOSOSO stinks ..

In the broken hearts parade,

~Jephtath~ ):

Here's some pics i wanted to upload a long time ago (some are like 'chao' old!) ::

My table b4 i started clearing and cleaning. (Yeah, i'm messy .. )

Haahaha, can spot the difference between this and the one b4??

Just another pic. I know i'm guilty.

Assesments galore. Pity i left them blank.

Yeah, i've cleared quite a bit huh!!! Still guilty.

A pile of wrkshts and test papers from arnd the island.

Pile has reached abt the height of an ordinary table.

Same freakin pile. Height steadily increasing. o.O

Now i'm pointing at it. Four fingers pointing back. 'o_o'

Packing O lvl stuff to be given away. Most are crappy

wrkshts.

Daddy Jesus, so curb mi temper. <3

Mahjong at Popo's house. I'm invisible. Hahhaz ..

Think Jo has a "PONG!" now .. Oh, the pieces aren't even

set up yet .. my bad .. :(

Mixing here and there .. my 'favourite'!!

My pieces .. one look you know confirm cannot win .. haiz ..

Mom's laughing .. Well, she won the round. Damn.

The book i've started reading. Heard it's world famous, oh

well ..

My new sneakers :: Nike Ace 83'. Drool all you want.

ZZZ.

ZZZ. Part II.

Just snapped a pic of Jere when he was came todae. He

seems to have no fingers .. o.O

The song i'm currently learning to play on the guitar.

Good nite. Smile for the camera. <3>

Zeek.

2007-12-10T09:07:00.000-08:00

Todae's entry's gonna be short and sour. JKJK. Well, played cards again .. got time than i upload images of the scoresheets .. this morning win like siao lor!! Tonite lose like sh!t .. AIYAH!!??!!

Yes, and part II is still not up ..

~Jephtath~

P.S. Which is btr? A smooch on the cheek or a peck on the lips? You decide.

~Daddy Jesus~

2007-12-09T08:09:00.003-08:00

I think about lots of stuff. Things jus run thru mi mind .. Stuff like: How will i fare in the O's? Where will i be posted to nxt yr? Will i evr wear contacts? How will things turn out when i'm older? How's timmy gonna fare in his studies? Wad will we look like in the future? Am i gonna i dunno? ArGh!!!!

I'm so gettin this 'i-dunno-wad-the-future-holds' kind of syndrome .. So worried abt stuff lor .. But nvm, got this encouragement from Amanda (not chan .. it's chin) Cast all yr cares on Him!! Yay .. it was like a conformation too!! Tnks gal .. coolios!!! Hahhaz .. weird amanda language!!

Todae was pretti okay for mi .. i slept at arnd 3 last nite .. nearly rotted all the way on the couch .. too mani lame but funni chinese movies being shown! XD Well, woke up at 11.30, didn't feel like watching cartoons so hurri up take breakfast lor .. As i was abt to watch spongebob, mum came over and scolded me .. Actualli it's also mi fault lah .. I REALLI haven't been spending enuf time wif Daddy Jesus .. SORI DADI!! *sob sob*

Worship went pretti fine todae .. smashing the drums for the first 2 songs was pretti interestin .. Hahhaz, a pity it ended so quick .. ROCK ON!!! XD Oh .. had to endure brittany calling mi a giggolo .. who ask mi dun tell her wad i working as .. ArGh!!! The surprise todae was that auntie Linda came wif her kids todae .. Wah, like dunno how long nv see them liao!! Didn't get a chance to tok though ..

So .. here i am .. bloggin in the middle of the nite .. Yeah, realli late now .. almost 1 smth .. parents asleep so it's cool .. Hahhaz .. Anw, jus had realli nice convo wif Vino .. it's been like months since i las toked wif her.. damn funni lah .. Called me sexy woman .. !?! Zzzz .. no choice call her hunk .. Anw, she's comin to our church this sundae!! Hope fully on the christmas east coast park thingey too!! Oh well .. Wad's important is that i've so-called gained back a lil more of mi long0lost social life .. it's like it's been a while since i've like sat down and chatted wif ppl on msn for like an hour!! Not to mention another great convo wif Amanda (chin no chan) aftr that .. Like one aftr another kinda of thingey!!?? ZZzz .. tired sia .. Somemore room so dark .. cannot see the keyboard that well so mus try and uess the rite keys to press.. zOMG!! :D Aiyah, havin fun lah ..

Oh yah .. december time now .. Hahhaz .. i noe i slow reaction .. Timmy's off this week to Melacca wif stephie and eugene for 'quality' time .. Hahhaz .. NV CALL MI!!! WTH! No lah, i not so petty .. besides las yr also nv call mi .. i'm busi enuf lah .. Busi gambling wif family .. ZZzz ..

Lastly, wanna ask anione if they wanna watch Hitman wif mi?!?!?!? Free ani-time kz??? Manybe get yan or sm1 else lah .. jus call mi k?? Gotta be 16 and above okay?? Hahhaz ..

Mi life's all over the place,
~Jephtath~ :D

Black skies ..

2007-12-07T00:15:00.000-08:00

I'm back, once more. So mani stuff to blog .. plus the part 2 of the entry i did a long time ago .. Aiyoh aiyoh!! Headache .. Now got so much to say lah .. <3

Ok .. i'll do the part 2 stuf tml k? Todae quite tired .. Well, my mum didn't want me jus staying at home and rotting in front of the computer and tv .. i had to work .. Oh well!?!? So one day i took over her in some child-care centre at Begonia Road teaching some kids to use computer programs .. Stuff like kid-pix, alladin maths quest, jumpstart animal learning, tortoise and the hare reading (haha .. damn lame lah) and others also lah .. Oh yah, forgot to mention strawberry shortcake!! XD It's like damn funni lah, cos you see .. there are both boys and gals, and everyone jus play stuff like strawberry shortcake and beaty and the beast .. Then like WALAO lor .. Zzz Yup, i noe they're kids. Hahhaz .. So i went and okay lah, first time had quite a bit of fun. But definitely veri shy .. espacially wif strangers mah! Wad u expect? i damn shy one mah .. Haiyoh .. Anw, i had to work wif mani staff such as teacher Teressa (or theresa), teacher Amanda and JOBO as well as 2 other teachers that spoke mainly in chinese .. ZZZ zzz .. Lalala, things were good lah, trying to remember the names of the kids seemed tough at first .. But one day and i noe all of their names liao!! Hahaz, i so SMarT!! =P Yeah! Today was the last day .. i dunno why but i do feel a lil sad .. gonna miss the teachers and most importantly .. the kids! Ppl like Mervin, Hong Jian, Darren (the one who punched my private area), all the Marcus-es, Cheryl, Shi Jie, Tze Jen, his sis, Ian, Ivan, Matthew, Risabelle, Lucas .. OMG! i so miss them lor .. even tough it's onli been like 4 days wif them for me lah .. Yeah you can say i'm emotionally attached lah .. *sob sob* i btr get some of their pics from amanda to show you guys .. Hahhaz ..

Halo-fanatic,
~Jephtath~

Glad to be drumming again .. my sticks nearly grew mouldy .. XD

So tired .. so lazy ..

2007-11-26T00:42:00.000-08:00

I dun feel like typing stuff todae .. but jus wanna wish myself a happi birthday ..

~Fallout Gal~

Black and white

2007-11-21T07:09:00.001-08:00

A wholesome overhaul.

Sleep tight and goodnite.

Yes, have mercy on us all.

Black and white

2007-11-21T07:09:00.000-08:00

A wholesome overhaul.

Sleep tight and goodnite.

Yes, have mercy on us all.

Last and this week .. (Part 1)

2007-11-20T05:31:00.000-08:00

Whoo .. last and this week was pretti wacky .. filled wif stuff i faied to mention b4 .. haiz .. too busi to blog lah .. Anw, i'll start now lah .. So be prepared for a long entry todae, k? .. hahaaz!! =P

This were the events that happened .. More or less the more important ones lah .. Here they are:
1. No more school
2. Yan Ren's birthday
3. 4B class outing
4. Maple? OMG ..
5. Back to worship team
6. Church on sundae

1.No more school
Okay .. i've mentoined b4 but i'll say again lar hor?!? EXAMS, O's and SCHOOL are FREAKIN OVER!!! Yes, and i realli wanna thank God for helping to pull mi thru this terrible and horrible period of time .. zOMG .. can relax now .. YEAH! Alrite, so there's no more educational stuff for the time being .. Hmm, what shld i do? Hahhaz .. Stay at home? Eat? Shit? Sleep? Watch tv? Shit again? Go out? Shop? Scream? Act-emo? Everything at once? Zzz .. the list goes on and on forever .. But whatever the case is .. i'm sure glad tt i can start doing something i hav not been doing for quite a long time .. And this has NOTHING to do wif GetAmped .. !! Anw, i'll make this confession now .. i haven't been reading mi bible for a pretti long time now .. SO SORRI LORD!! I'll do mi bestest best now k?? =( Okay .. enuf of the chit-chatting and let's go on to the other events shall we? *drum roll* ~~~ CHING!!

2. Yan Ren's birthday
Well .. it was onli a couple of weeks back when i got the email telling me about Yan's bdae .. Time flies doesn't it!! i noe .. Since mi exams were over .. Jowie decided to meet up wif us to celebrate Yan's birthdae .. Yahoo!! But there was a problem .. i didn't noe how to go to her house for lunch .. OMG! Anw, i followed her instructoins and alighted at the correct bus-stop. After that, i onli remembere walking for a realli LONG time b4 i found the way .. Oh yah .. did i mentoin i had to ask for directions from 5 ppl? Heehee .. Nvm, i met up wif her later on .. Plus, Timmy was there too!! Hahhaz .. Oh yah, got to meet Kelvin (or Kevin), Jowie's younger bro .. He's onli sec3 and alreadi almost taller than mi .. (maybe even taller) ARGHH!!! Nvm .. i not that old .. Zzz .. Anw, we called Yan over for lunch too .. Lunch was prepared by Jowie and Timmy, and Tim anihow cut the potato chips .. Haiyoh that boy .. But it was a spread! Egg, sausage, bacon, has-brown, potato, chips gone a lil wrong, baked beans and kickapoo!! Hahhaz .. Onli thing was that the hash-brown stuck to one another and broke when they were pulled .. It was fun! Yups, and lunch was also veri quiet too .. Guess everyone was enjoying their food .. Anw, after lunch we weren't sure of waht to do .. so we decided to watch a show .. I kept on thinking that LD was large disc instead of lazer disc cos it's jus so big mah! So, we settled for a show called "Starsky and Hutch". Great show that tickled me pink .. Hahhaz! Still remember Ben Stiller dressed up as the fake Elvis and saying 'do it' in that monotone voice .. Damn tu-lan lah .. but realli funni lah .. After the movie .. tim, yan and i played wif the 2 hamsters .. so kawaii lah .. the both of them super playful .. crawling here and there .. waa .. make until they shit on our hands and the floor .. then mus clean up .. o.O Then we trooped off to the CC nearby cos they wanted to play b-ball .. leaving Jowie behind at home .. 'o_o' Felt so bad not helping out to clear the dishes .. what a bad guest i was .. ARGHH!!! Anw, the 3 of them played b-ball but i didn't .. u all noe how pousi my b-ball skills are .. OMFG .. Zzz .. Anw i went arnd the CC and the neighbourhood .. so nxt time i wud not get lost when i visit them .. Okay, time for the celebration!! We then took a walk from Jowie's house all the way to AMk hub .. SO TIRING LOR!!! i kena blisters .. WTH! Anw, Jere arrived at Amk hub earlier to meet up wif Jowie to get yan's cake .. I and Tim tried to distract his attention .. After looking around for a place to eat .. we decided to go for New York New York restaurant . . (waa, my fingers gettin numb tired from typing) Anw, the place was realli chick man!we had to wait for quite a while b4 getting our place .. fortunately the waiter was realli friendly .. my kind of guy! XD I ordered fish and chips while the rest ordered stuff like beef, pasta etc. It was cool dude, jus cool .. After makaning which took a veri long time, the Bdae cake arrived!!!At first i and Yan tot that it wasn't ours .. partly becos the guy holding the cakewas swerving quite a bit to the left .. and also cos it was meant to be a surprise mah! Hahhaz .. anw here's the layout of how we sat at the res taurant lah .. (you'll get a btr picture)

(well .. pic jus doesn't work .. oh well ..)

More or less like that lah .. wondering abt the vomit? It was a little boy walking past who jus vommited .. oh yah, the juice was orange in colour .. Yes i noe i'm gross .. Yup!! This was how i spent the day wif them .. Man it was fun!! A pity JOBO, Sabrina and Angela couldn't meet up wif us .. Okay, 2 down and 4 more to go ..

I realli tired now .. tml then continue part 2 lar .. cya arnd then!! Good nite!!

~Jephtath! -P

Yan Ren's birthday!!!

2007-11-13T01:25:00.000-08:00

Yes .. as i was saying yesterday .. it's Yan Ren's b'dae today!!! Waaah .. i so happy man .. but also so tired lor .. maybe i'll tell you more in tomorrow's blog entry lah .. jus returned home after an entire day's worth of stuff and fun!! Not to mention FOOD!! (new york new york ROCKS!!) Yeah .. so did the birthday cake!! I'll tell you guys more in the nxt entry lah .. Filled wif pics too!! Oh yeah, one more thing .. tml got another gay party at Siloso beach .. zOMG lah class outing .. that Gavin also one kind .. so late then ask whether i going .. like wad the hell lah .. at least he called jus now .. BIG HEAD!! Hahhaz .. but i haven't got the bdae gift for yan ren yet!?! ARRR!!! DAMN!

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Yes, damn ..

Feeling realli full and tired,
~Jephtath~

(waa .. so late alreadi .. zOMG)

The One.

2007-11-12T03:30:00.000-08:00

It has surely been quite a while since i last blogged .. i noe i always say that .. *frown*

Anyways, it was the multiple-choice questions todae .. Hmm, it would seem easier than open-ended questions like previous years .. But i guess this year is a terribly mean feat .. Givin us harder and also tricky questions .. *sob sob* =(

Oh well .. the title says it all .. One more day and heaven awaits .. Yes!! The freakin feelin is comin .. REAL SOON! (or so i hope) Yups, i jus can't wait .. Haiz .. gotta get the spell-book for GA and up my ranks once more .. Tnks, i noe i'm childish .. 8)

Btw, it's Yan Ren's birthday tomorrow!! (Did i mention this b4??) OMG .. i'm damn excited but also worried .. wonder wad to get 4 him .. ?!? Honestly, i realli am not sure what he likes and dislikes .. Sheesh .. should hav asked him on sunday .. Plus i dunno where and when to meet the rest tml??!! ARR .. die liao .. Btr sms jowie later .. Oh man .. XO

Oh well .. better start studying for biology lah .. Since it's the last paper, i guess i should at least do my part by trying a lil lah .. No matter how bleak it may seem .. Plus all my A1s in sciences seem lost after .. Man today surely is HORRIBLE! *sob sob*

Enuf of tears .. since got lil time left so jus tell ya abt sundae's stuff .. Church was pretti okay .. though worship didn't work out that well, but nvm .. It went quite okay at the end lah .. ZZZ .. Loved the packing up of stuff .. So fun making jokes wif Timmy abt uncle Brian actin as Kackie .. i mean Jackie Chan dodging all the boxes as the both of us try and crash them at him .. Hahhaz .. *lame*

I noe. But shut up anyway.

Then we had dinner wif Jere, his mom and also Pauline and Chengyi at Turf City .. Jap food jus rocks!! Hahhaz .. but maybe a lil too oily .. ZZZ .. After eating i, jo and jere had a good time chattin .. Findin abt lost affairs at KCS was quite interesting .. We'll stop at here lah .. *Aiyah say more lah!!*

NAH. ENOUGH SAID. I AIN'T NO GOSSIPER.

Yes .. one more day and misery will be a thing of the past .. Rock on!! Hahhaz .. wish me luck tml .. guess i need bucket-loads of it b4 i kick the bucket.

JYJYJY team!! YAR!!!

Birthday present-less,

~Fallout Gal~

Yan .. i REALLI wonder what u like .. Tobelerone?? Lolz .. *sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob sob*

Sick of TYS ..

2007-10-26T23:21:00.000-07:00

Goodnite.

2007-10-20T08:40:00.000-07:00

Nightie nite, Mr. Good-grades ..

Morning, Mr. I-am-a-Failure ..

Paint them pink NOW.

Sick ,,

2007-10-08T08:13:00.000-07:00

I'm not feeling well .. not that i'm medically sick .. Jus that something made me REAL sick to my stomach. Stuff concerning my 'so-called friends' ..

Guess u guys out there think i'm a loner .. In fact i'm not really one .. But now i guess i'm drifting gradually .. Leaver's was jus over and the memory of lousy grades still lingered ..

This week's remedial time .. i've to get bac for Xtra classes .. catching up and stuff lah .. As usual it was time to leave and so off i went .. wif the usual ppl .. Like always they 'presented' me wif friendly insults and nicks ... That still can accept ..

Then came the hard part .. Someone went abt L1R5 and somehow i was dragged in .. (b4 this i btr state tt i wont mention names .. giv him face) Anw, someone kept on sayin the f-word to me (not tt vulgarity) and i was pretty pissed .. So i rebutted and things jus escalated to more stuff ..

So did the scorning and putting down. Yup, and i definitely felt hurt.

Well, after the name-calling, he started toking abt my L1R5 and literally put me all the way down .. The thing is that all along i treated him like a realli good friend .. Up to now i'm still shaking my head on why he said those stuff .. as if things weren't bad enough .. Totally made me sick thinking that a person can be unfeeling towards a friend .. Throughout the whole journey back home, i didn't even look at him once .. moreover say a word ..

Man i was pissed .. Guess that's jus human nature to injure others .. whether physically or emotionally .. Damn it. Still cant believe he would say those things lah .. Not that i'm giggolo-ish but i realli feel so sad now ..

Let's hope he apologises? Screw that.

I've had enough. But i wont hate you, Nicol.

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2007-10-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

Colour them black.

Black as night.

~F U C K~

2007-09-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

Yup, things hav come to a certain point at which i hav literally given up. No joke man, this time things hav gone pretti much too far. (sorri guys if the title is too offensive, i'm jus releasing mi anger) XD

I jus received chinese, emaths, and almos everything left 4 prelims .. Guess wad? I vommited 2 litres of blood last nite! JK lah, but honestly .. i feel worried.

REAL WORRIED.

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I was jus thinking .. now wad? Chiong? Slack? Fuck up? Eat shit? Or maybe commit suicide? Guess the first is always the wiser choice .. But things are realli not looking bright for me .. espacially when mi only source of support has been destroyed.

So it jus boils down to one word .. "BLEAK".

Duh. Fuck once more.
Hahhaz.

Home.Home. .emoH.emoH

2007-09-24T02:15:00.000-07:00

The shadows of a fallout Girl. View Blog
71 Posts, last published on Sep 16, 2007

This was what i read when i signed into my alreadi dying blog. Jus kept me thinking, what's all this about? i didn't even know myself .. Some days i jus feel like kicking my butt ..

Enuf of sweet talk, todae was jus horrible. Guess Popo's not the only one who needs a by-pass surgery, i desperate need one too .. After an entire weekend of playing after the second prelims, i was pretty much relaxed and rejuvenated. But i guess God has different plans for me .. Realli.

The prelims were tough, yea that i knew very well. Honestly i didn't study hard enough, and last-minute stuff won't get me anywhere. So you know wad happens lah .. OMG.

First period was SS. Real ass man .. Only got back SBQ .. i knew once tt i did the worst in class .. NO JOKE! Fuck lah, mus dampen my spirit so quickly in the morning .. TAMADE .. Then chemistry came along and drove a spear into my heart .. Again i did badly. At least not as bad as i usually do but, still horrible.

And when things were on the edge of the cliff, physics brought the final blow and i was off the cliff.

Haiz ..

Yup, haiz ..

Yup, haiz ..

I won't say much .. i'll jus giv a number overall .. ~7~

As if shit is not distasteful enough, fucking things jus sprint along my path and knock me down. Over and over again. Guess i ain't standing up for a while ...

Will i ever get up in for the O's?

Apparently i jus don't give a fuck.

Thanks Jephtath, for making me the failure that i am today, tomorrow and forever.

And burgers ain't gonna help me a fucking bit. XD

Hi's for a minute ..

2007-09-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

Times for me are realli busy .. so it seems that i've given up on my sadface blog .. Haiz .. no time LAH!!!

Luv u ppl out there praying for mi prelims .. Hope the o's will be btr .. XD

Yours sincerely,
Jephtath xP

Good nite.

Ka-Ching!

2007-08-25T04:15:00.001-07:00

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Yea yea, bullshit.

2007-08-22T05:05:00.000-07:00

Lastly .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! YEA!!!

From ~Fallout Girl~.

Bring me to the grave.

2007-08-22T04:42:00.000-07:00

TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.TYS.

More and more huh?? Sh*t lah .. Tamade, this realli makes me wanna ponn school.

Nothing more that's real .. can my dream be kept alive? Or do i even have one?

GDI lah, i realli CMI ..

Yea, i've lost me head ..
Amos? Ouch.

Breaking down.

2007-08-21T03:36:00.000-07:00

Come wif me and i wont let you go.
I'll be right here next to you.

Lifeless love.

Kisses and macks.

Lewd addresses.

Burn and slash marks.

Wonderous wounds.

Ripped capillaries.

Broken hearts.

Bleak future.

Sinful shame.

Part and parcel of my life. Always.

2007-08-20T03:13:00.000-07:00

Cryptonite on this one-way street.

Let's look for special things inside ourselves, cos out souls are burning to ashes soon.

Yes, the 'great escape'.

I want you to love me. I want you to leave me.

2007-08-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

Church was pretty cool, had light group celebration todae .. Food and everything!! Hahhaz ..

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After church, i went to meet up wif Limei, Theresa (i got it rite!!), Amos and Dudley (las but not the least) for studying!! Yea rite .. study .. But we all had fun at Mac lah .. remissing all the good old times and toking abt new ones .. I had real fun!! A pity dun hav ani pics .. NVM cos i'll upload later lah ..

I feel so happy todae .. Seeing Dudely was jus so cool!! Not that i'm gay or anything but i realli felt so great chatting wif him .. he is such an intersting guy man! Hahaha .. Meeting up wif Limei and Theresa was so cool too .. And Amos is SOOOOSOOOSOOSOOSOOSOOSOO FAT!!
Yea, todae was great .. And i was even thinking the day b4 abt not going for this reunion cos i tot i wud feel weird .. Sheesh .. Forgive me guys and gals!! And one las thing i truly mus say: I'm taller than all of them man .. Limei, Dudley, even Amos!! Though i'm skinnier, but who cares? YEAYEAYEAYEAYEYAYEA!!

Yes i'm deprived .. got a prob? Cheers to all those KCS ppl out there .. whether i noe you guys or not .. So ecstatic man .. my heart's literally racing and jumping so hard now!!! WOOWOO!!

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Luv ya ppl,
Jephtath (i'm cold tonite)

Let's shrink the world tonite ..

Go, power Rangers!!!

2007-08-16T03:42:00.000-07:00

Space Patrol Delta:

I'm a kid again .. wooo!!

Yellowzard.

2007-08-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

Light Up The Sky

Your making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I Am Silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeh I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
Their all coming down since i've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
Cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
The show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeh you've come this far,
And you've broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken...

Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.

Friend test ..

2007-08-12T02:19:00.000-07:00

i so bo liao so create a new one lor .. Don't bother about the old one anymore okay??
Hav fun, you'll be thrilled!! XD

Create your own Friend Test here

Post no. 60

2007-08-12T00:59:00.000-07:00

Yup, no. 60! So lil hor?
Ouch.

Let's not tok abt that lah .. Managed to change the "Theresa" link bac properly!! Hahhaz, so pleased wif myself ..

Today's stuff:

I didn't go to church wif my family and woke up late .. sheesh .. supposed to wake up at 8.30 but i went bac to sleep again so nearly late for church .. Plus i playing somemore .. Yeesh! Heng noone scold me .. hahaz ..

Guess it won't happen for a rather long time since i'll be gone for like 2 months from worship team? Aiyoh .. my heart breaks when my love is being taken away .. Heart so heavy .. Come to think of it, i'm sick. (not in heart but in body lah!) For those of you who didn't know why i took off so early after church .. NOW YOU KNOW!

Today's worship section was pretty awkward .. probably my las week playing mah .. Anw, the slow songs were a lil weird (tt's wat i say everytime) but i guess i still rock at the fast ones ..

aS aLWayS!?!

Can't belive i nearly wasted this entire holiday .. Man i btr start mugging and FAST!!! Prelim II better not PAO TANG!! or i'll feel so much like asshole like when i got bac prelim I .. Arrr f*** it lah .. so running out of time ..

Limei was suggesting a study group comprising of KCS and co. I think it's pretty cool meeting up and studying together .. Hmm .. i somehow feel ashamed/emberrassed to meet them .. such an unexplainable feeling .. Like ur heart's so excited and at the same time dreadful .. I'm shaking my head ..

Giddy, feverish, hungry (yea) .. mus finish up physics soon .. and amaths .. and geog .. and emaths .. and ss .. and commiting suicide .. Jus glad tt my friends still care abt me so much .. Hahhaz .. silly ideas ..

Who can save me? Miss Menon? Mr Lim? Miss Koh? Mrs Tan? Miss Foo?

No.

No one can.

Ever.

So darm funny lah!

No. 59

2007-08-11T06:32:00.001-07:00

One more to 60 liao .. JIA YOUS!!!

Find-your-old-friend week.

2007-08-10T23:53:00.000-07:00

Yes, this week was pretty okay. Supped up hols wif lots of homework .. wat to do??
Sheesh ..

Gotta go for music practice today .. drumming arnd again .. Anw, i love it so much! (even if it's the last thing i do) But it'll be my last week playing b4 i hang up my sticks .. (guess i'll stick to fake beat-boxing) Comin to think about it, I jus realised i never posted any pictures of myself on the drums .. Yea, it seems i haven't taken a single pic of myself jammin away .. 3 or more years!?! No pic .. shit man .. i suddenly feel deprived ..

Ouch.

Kzz .. Let's stop the crap .. Last nite i jus couldn't sleep at all .. i jus couldn't get the thought of my primary school friends out of my head .. As seen by the title, i jus feel like finding all of my friends back again .. so missing those days ..
Oo yah! I also found out i realli suck at spelling ppl's names .. terresa, thressa theressa etc etc .. I'm confused now .. like C.P.? JK.

Yea, the feeling's jus so great to know ur old friends are havin fun out there. (maybe not puny but hey ..) It's cool! Had that long talk wif theressa (Hahaha, got the spelling rite this time huh?) yesterday .. She was like one of bestest friends in KCS and it felt so cool to like make an 'old' friend back once more .. Feels so shiok lor!?!

Remembering all the bullying, screaming, running around, cheating during spelling and tingxie, shooting ice around at each other, gossiping, making friends and enemies. forming clicks, laughing and crying .. I'm just out of words to describe the experience .. Guess i would trade everything i hav to jus experience all those once more ..

1.1, 2.1, 3.4, 4.4, 5.5, 6.5 .. OMFG lah .. Arr, heart's racing ..

Let's channel our energy to remising all those stuff in the past .. they make you feel so good ..
Here's an experience: Though it may not be quite nice for some ppl, but it wasn't realli about the marks lah .. It was the overwhelming feeling i experienced then. I never felt that estatic ever since. Never.
Anw, it was the day which all p6 kids were supposed to take back their results. When it was my turn, i tell you, my legs were realli shaking uncontrollably! When i read wat i got, guess what i did? I shouted out wif joy and jumped around .. And most important of all - Point my middle fingers here and there .. Blantant man! And in front of all the parents!!!???!!??!?!?! Yea, that's what's cool! Good thing my mum wasn't there at that time .. Heehee ..
Oo yah, still remember i was nick-named "Mummy's Boy" by others .. i still dunno why .. (aiyah maybe i do now) Anw comin to think bac, she was a bit funny lah .. Dun blame her .. Nvm, i veri independant now .. Or so i think ..

Wonder how's Angi doing in Malaysia .. hope she'll be bac for practice todae ..

God may have created man before woman, but there's always a rough draft before the masterpiece.

Hope so,
~Fallout Girl~

Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 0.001% all people have your personality, including 0.001% of all women and 0.001% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.

Yea, i like the romantic part .. ^^

Long-lost friend

2007-08-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

Kcs.

It's been such a long while. Friends, gizmos, pervs and crap .. so missing all this ..

Nice talking to you thressa ..

Yea, secrets uncovered ..

~Fallout Girl~

The truth.

2007-08-09T03:16:00.000-07:00

I want to be stronger in many ways.

zomg!

it's the hols, sh*t's up!

My fingers.

2007-08-08T03:34:00.001-07:00

My finger print
Sometimes you get discouraged

Because i'm so small
And always leave my finger prints

On furniture and walls
But everyday I'm growing big

And soon I'll be very tall
Then all my little finger prints

Will be hard to recall
So here's a special finger print

Just so that you can say
This is how my finger looked

When I placed them here today.

Hokey-pokey

2007-08-04T02:31:00.000-07:00

Boing boing.

The ball of life bounces round.
*sneeze*

Gasp; a question?
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_Oil

2007-08-03T02:22:00.000-07:00

i choose to blog about happy things.

so in future when i read my entries all over again,i will have more happy memories/moments than the unhappy ones.

zomg-ed. Again and again.

2nd phenomenon

2007-08-02T04:33:00.000-07:00

It's happened.

I'm zomg-ed.

(you doing well rex?)

Uzi.

2007-07-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

Bang ..

I'm dead.

Great Spy- Experiment.

2007-07-27T01:44:00.000-07:00

I did an experiment today .. i first put a pear in the freezer(not fridge), and left it overnight. When i got up, it was as hard as rock(hmmm ..) Then i placed it in the fridge and left it for about five hours. Then i took it out and realised it turned brown in colour. What a great experiment!! WOW!!

Yea, i'm deprived.

Mr. Brownie ver.1:

Mr. Brownie ver.2:

zomg-ed.

festering flesh.

2007-07-26T03:20:00.000-07:00

ENGLISH ; i love you
POLISH ; ja kocham cibie
FRENCH ; je t'aime
HINDI ; hum tumhe pyar karte hae
CZECH ; miluji te
SLOVAKIAN ; lu'bim ta
ITALIAN ; ti amo
UKRAINIAN ; ya tebe kahayu
GERMAN ; ish libe dish
CHINESE ; wo ai ni
GREEK ; s' agapo
HAWAIAN ; aloha wau ia oi
LITHUIANIAN ; tav myliu
KOREAN ; sa rang hae yo
JAPENESE ; aishiteru
ROMANIAN ; te ubsec
BOSNIAN ; volim te
ALBANIAN ; te dua
FILIPINO ; mahal kita
SPANISH ; te amo
PORTUGESE ; amo te
ARABIAN ; annah be hebic
ie can sae ie love ue in 22 different languages.

You Are Iceman

You tried to live a normal life, but it just wasn't possible
A bit of a slacker, you rather tell jokes than cultivate your powers

Powers: turning self and others into ice, making ice weapons, becoming nearly invisible

Which of the X-Men Are You?

One more thihg, gong xi fa cai.

I'm no prince ver.2

2007-07-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

Physics SPA jus over .. Ouch.
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Here's the list of stuff happening this week ..
1. Chem SPA - (over)
2. Bio SPA - (over)
3. Geog test - (over)
4. Chem test - (over)
5. Physics SPA - (over)
6. Maths test - (over)
7. Physics test - Tomorrow
8. Prelim II revision - I'm starting to find the time .. Haiz ..
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Day three on the battlefield .. and i'm givin up already ..

Anw, check my poll and input ur choices k?? (it's lame though)

Rest versicherte mir versucht mein bestes,
Jephtath =P

Watch Borat interogate the 'power couple' .. Heehee .. ^^

Sheesh, let's ZOMG. xP

I'm no princess.

2007-07-24T04:16:00.000-07:00

Bio SPA jus over .. Ouch.
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Here's the list of stuff happening this week ..
1. Chem SPA - (over)
2. Bio SPA - (over)
3. Geog test - (over)
4. Physics SPA - Wednesday
5. Chem test - Wednesday
6.Maths test - Wednesday
7. Physics test - Thursday
8. Prelim II revision - I can't find the time?!?
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Day two on the battlefield .. and i'm givin up already ..
Anw, check my poll and input ur choices k?? (no choice had to use Dpolls cos blogger polls jus failed to work - wa .. kanena!!)

Rest versicherte mir versucht mein bestes,
Jephtath xP

I hope ..
Yea, black Maria?

I'm no prince. (Kuß Auf Wiedersehen.)

2007-07-23T04:35:00.000-07:00

Chem SPA jus over .. Ouch.
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Here's the list of stuff happening this week ..
1. Chem SPA - Today
2. Bio SPA - Tomorrow
3. Geog test - Tomorrow
4. Physics test - Tomorrow
5. Physics SPA - Wednesday
6.Maths test - Wednesday
7. Chem test - Wednesday
8. Prelim II revision - I can't find the time?!?
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Day one on the battlefield .. and i'm givin up already ..
Anw, check my poll and input ur choices k?? (it's lame though)

Rest versicherte mir versucht mein bestes,
Jephtath xP

Disturbia ..

2007-07-22T02:36:00.001-07:00

I jus gotta catch this flick .. no choice must giv up watchin Simpsons liao ..Haiz .. the first time i knew abt this was when i watched Transformers wif Angi and the rest .. realli freaked me out ..

But ... ... ... i enjoyed the trailer realli much and NOW IT'S OUT!! Yeah!! Oh sh*t i forgot ..

O's just round the corner .. andi haven't been doing well .. jus ask Mr. Lim. Ouch. Plus i bet mum wont let me go .. i've like been catching movies this year for quite a bit (espacially wif Eugene and Timmy - YAHOO!!) and she's pretty essasperated .. Aiyah i dunno how to spell ..

Let's hope i get mi way this time .. .. again. And let's hope Angi doesn't watch it b4 i do .. then mayb i can ask her to watch it wif me .. since the both of us are so enthu abt "Disturbia" .. ^^

But guess not lah .. since the only time i'm sure i'll be allowed to watch it is during the on-week hols later on .. that would be too late then and me watching it alone in the cinema or wif a few of my friends would seem pretty gay since it's a thriller flick .. So sad .. :(

Nvm lah, catch the trailer at: http://movies.yahoo.com/mv/mf/frame?theme=minfo&lid=qtv-100-s.32644362-181266,qtv-700-s.32644372-181266,qtv-300-s.32644365-181266,qtv-1000-s.32644374-181266,wmv-700-s.32644392-181266,wmv-300-s.32644402-181266,wmv-100-s.32644386-181266,wmv-1000-s.32644430-181266&amp;amp;id=1809416956&f=1809416956&mspid=1809805575&type=t

Yeah, a lil long huh?
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Anw, Angi wrote a song entitled "I Believe" .. And i'm composing the music for it .. Guess things are getting on the awy .. I realli hope it'll be as good a the rest of the songs we sing on sat/sun .. Jia Yous!!! We can do it!! Wir können es tun!!

And i apologise Jo .. shldn't hav lashed out at you in the las blog entry .. Sori ..

Ich lebe in einer Welt der Schwärzung.

2007-07-20T03:48:00.000-07:00

Meine Familie haßt mich. Sie schauen netter zusammen ohne mich. Ich hasse them(literally immer). Sie wetteten, daß ich. Die Himmel verdunkeln sich, LebenEbben weg. Wenn nur diese Hölle rüber sein könnte. Noch kann ich nicht dieses beendigen. Sie hält, am Tag nach Jahr nach Jahr zu gehen Monat für Monat Woche nach Woche Tag für Tag Minute nach Minute, zweite nach zweiter. Wie ich dieses schändliche brechen möchte, machen Sie einen Kreislauf durch. Aber es ist unmöglich. Mein Herz wird zur Hälfte, nichts stoppt das Bluten heftig gezerrissen. Ich kann nicht beenden mein Leben, noch kann ich wiederbeginne es rüber wieder. Lassen Sie uns, von den Mühen und die Schmerz weg fliegen, die Grausigkeit und die sorge und der Shedding des Bluts. Jede Minute wende ich, Sie denke auf, daß ich es vergeude. Ich versuche mein bestes, um produktiv zu sein, Sie verwirkliche nie. Ich halte oben, nur, zurück zu Quadrat eins getreten zu werden. Sie wissen nie, wem ich wirklich morgens jetzt. Das ist, weil niemand an allen weiß. Überhaupt. Ich schreie jetzt, Risse falle hinunter mein Gesicht. Scheinbar überzeugte Außenseite aber heftig gezerrissen und nach innen tattered. Ich lächele, aber der ist die Epidermis gerecht. Blutblutgeschwüre innen und Haßdurchläufe. Wenn nur Sachen besser erhielten, heller erhalten. Gerechte Vermutung sie nie überhaupt Wille. Die Narben bleiben für immer. Nie verlassend. Ich hasse dieses.

Ich hasse den. Sheesh.

私はこれを憎む。私はそれを憎む。Sheesh 。

P.S. If you don't understand these words, here's a clue. Use babel fish. You'll get it. And Jo, if you're reading this, _ Scheiße Sie.

Period.

If only you could understand me ..

2007-07-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

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Jojo Mayer & Nerve - Far

Yea, sheesh.

Bleak start. Bleak future.

2007-07-18T03:19:00.000-07:00

It's been a while. Blogger huh? Nice double comment from .name. If i onli knew who tt person was ...

Haiz ..

Times are getting short and i'm just slipping .. will no one save me?

Maybe it's cos no one can .. it's far too late ..

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Let's hope the song i'm working on wif Angi hits off well .. it will .. i'm sure it will. (let's not forget YC)^^

Welcome to the Monkey House

2007-07-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

Swell.

2007-07-15T02:00:00.000-07:00

Hav fun wif these videos from the movie "Eurotrip" (a pity i didn't catch it) ..

Gay French Guy:

I laughed like shit at the French gay guy .. ^^

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Robot Fight:

This one's realli funni too! XD

By,
The Dentist

Friday the 13th ..

2007-07-13T04:25:00.000-07:00

Yep, this is the day .. Hope you're spooked enuf .. No time to post anything to spook you guys out there .. But ..

Wait and see lah ..

Yours sincerely,
The Dentist - Ouch.

XD

Bring the thought back.

2007-07-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

Lost memories,
Jephtath ^^

Another day towards horror/doom. Oosh.

Jesus Painting.

2007-07-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

Live Earth

2007-07-06T05:38:00.000-07:00

Yea, it's finally here .. and it's happenning tomorrow!!!! Let's ROCK!!!!

A pity i'll be in church for while jamming wif the rest .. haiz ..

But i'll be back in time, don't you worry. Here's a website for more information on "Live Earth 07" : http://liveearth.sg.msn.com/

Let's do our part to save the earth .. Global warming is REAL! Wear green! Hahhaz ..

Jephtath =P

P.S. Ella's still needs some time to respond .. damn .. :(

Loneliness ..

2007-07-06T01:50:00.000-07:00

It kills ..

Flirt.

2007-07-05T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hmm .. me, a flirt? That i'm not sure yet ..

But i assure you now: I've got a new crush. And she's really cute.

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Now what? A pity i don't know her well at all .. i only saw her on friendster when i was checking who had viewed me .. Let's hope she'll reply me soon ..

Man, i just can't take her off my mind now .. even in class i think about her living in Mountain View, HI.

But .. i think her friendster account may be fake .. Anyways, jus a feeling only .. haiz .. she's Ella by the way ..

And here's her pic:

You there?

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Awaiting ..

Jephtath

Maybe this is all wishful thinking ..

Don't Matter ..

2007-07-04T04:04:00.001-07:00

Me and you?

Remember,

Jephtath =P

Crying ..

2007-07-03T07:02:00.000-07:00

It's been wild days .. i got a scolding from my teacher today ..

I feel lost ..

Losing it and on the edge,

Jephtath =(

P.S. My mind's in tatters now ..

Let's sleep ..

Back for one minute ..

2007-07-02T06:00:00.000-07:00

This is your favourite blogger - Jephtath. I'm only writing a lil stuff now cos got veri little time .. will update the posts nxt time lah ..

Anw, had great fun yesterdae watching transformers wif Angela and co ..

For now,
Jephtath =P

2007-06-24T03:33:00.000-07:00

Normal Sundae .. just some pics to perk you up ..

That's long?!?

Emo Bull

Recycling Beer

Study on,

Jephtath =P

B.T.W. 29th July is extended worship .. ARRRRRRRR!!!!!!????????!!!!!!!! (sh*t)

Anxiety ..

2007-06-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

Nope, i'm not posting camp stuff still .. And that .name. ain't revealing his/her identity yet .. it ain't seeming like anione i've ever known (sori for that) .. it's just .... .... .... .... ....

Weird. (BTW. i ain't mad, don't worri.)

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Overly-amused todae .. why? Great one .. i just spent like four hours sitting down waiting for some issues wif my passport .. Yea, i feel like screaming out loud. "DARM!! DARM! DARM!! Holy CRAP!!" Good thing my bio-notes buddy was there to keep mi company .. (he sucks by the way)

I'm just glad i look much btr in my passport now .. b4 that it was still the young lic (i mean pic, sori) that i took when i was like primary 5 or something? Hmm .. pretty weird why the immigrations guys didn't stop mi last week from going into malaysia .. (Woops, missed the capital letter)

All grown-up now huh? Yea, that's sh*t to mi .. I just wished i was in K2 again .. those were one of the most fun times in mi entire lifetime .. Let's not get carried away lah hor?? Haiz ..

Like the thingey i placed at the bottom of the blog: I'm smarter than 0.0% of you fools. Bet you aren't as smart as me. I realli ain't gonna take that back. Sometimes i just fell so dumb .. not knowing how to do this and that .. maths espacially .. it's a lil frustrating sometimes .. But hey, not mani ppl noe how to play the drums man .. - though i screw up lots of times .. Haiz ..

Here we go again,
Jephtath =P

P.S. Don't worri, i may be dejected and even rejected but i now for sure of one thing .. there is onli one "Jephtath" in this entire world for now. I'm cool. Hell cool.

2007-06-20T01:53:00.000-07:00

Things happenned today .. a damn lot man .. First it was tution at aunty Seetha's house followed by mugging at home ..

Man, this is surely exciting .. (holy crap)

I was supposed to meet at her house at abt 10 in the morning but guess wat time i got up - 9:10!! I was like going, "Oh crap man!! I'm hell gonna be late?!?" The so-called fun was when i couldn't find her house no matter what .. it was supposed to be block 625 (beside 627) .. i ended up looking for block 635 .. smart huh?

After confirming wif Jo (my bro in case you don't noe), i took a realli long time now locating the correct block .. and i ended up wif blisters .. just great! But .. nevertheless tution was pretty smooth and things were okay lah .. (surprised huh) There was another boy in the room when we started tution .. apparently he seemed extremely bored wif his maths (which seemed easi - no wonder)

Haha ..

Now, where was I? Oh, anw we went thru organic chemistry and i was like damn .. do i hav to memorise all of these crap .. Lord have mercy!!

After the episode, i headed home and started on physics .. here's some stuff i went thru which didn't go into mi head at all .. (i think it's just some words and crap lah ..)

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Modes of decay

Radionuclides can undergo a number of different reactions. These are summarized in the following table. A nucleus with positive charge (atomic number) Z and atomic weight A is represented as (A, Z).

Mode of decay Participating particles Daughter nucleus
Decays with emission of nucleons:
Alpha decay An alpha particle (A=4, Z=2) emitted from nucleus (A-4, Z-2)
Proton emission A proton ejected from nucleus (A-1, Z-1)
Neutron emission A neutron ejected from nucleus (A-1, Z)
Double proton emission Two protons ejected from nucleus simultaneously (A-2, Z-2)
Spontaneous fission Nucleus disintegrates into two or more smaller nuclei and other particles -
Cluster decay Nucleus emits a specific type of smaller nucleus (A1, Z1) larger than an alpha particle (A-A1, Z-Z1) + (A1,Z1)
Different modes of beta decay:
Beta-Negative decay A nucleus emits an electron and an antineutrino (A, Z+1)
Positron emission, also Beta-Positive decay A nucleus emits a positron and a neutrino (A, Z-1)
Electron capture A nucleus captures an orbiting electron and emits a neutrino - The daughter nucleus is left in an excited and unstable state (A, Z-1)
Double beta decay A nucleus emits two electrons and two antineutrinos (A, Z+2)
Double electron capture A nucleus absorbs two orbital electrons and emits two neutrinos - The daughter nucleus is left in an excited and unstable state (A, Z-2)
Electron capture with positron emission A nucleus absorbs one orbital electron, emits one positron and two neutrinos (A, Z-2)
Double positron emission A nucleus emits two positrons and two neutrinos (A, Z-2)
Transitions between states of the same nucleus:
Gamma decay Excited nucleus releases a high-energy photon (gamma ray) (A, Z)
Internal conversion Excited nucleus transfers energy to an orbital electron and it is ejected from the atom (A, Z).

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Btw, that's just part of it .. Anw, i plan to wrtie about the church camp later next week so just keep tuning in ..

I'm turning out now,
Jephtath =P

P.S. School's less than a week more and it just so darm sh*tty!!

♥ Something new. ♥

running somewhere new.

Monk. FTW.

Goodbye M.J.

Pushing 3 daisies.

Closet hide-and-seek.

Gasp.

Dawn.

Acer's

Dropping "I'm sorry"s like nobody's business.

Racial barmony

5 alphabets.

我不配

I cried today.

Monday.

Silence.

butt mints.

Return. Rewind. Remind.

*Cheers*

Week's 0.3%

借口

P or C. o.O

Tired.

50.0005% mood.

CJC .. i love you ..

Holding on.

Best valentines ever!!

The smile.

Untitled.

BIMAL. .LAMIB

Infactuation and CNY. What a mix.

Hello February .. Goodbye January ..

Fuck the what.

Overhead bridge and stupid acts.

kcaB to Front.

Babble.

:: Marry Crisp-mas ::

Fuseless.

Wrk.

I don't wanna be loved.

Zeek.

~Daddy Jesus~

Black skies ..

So tired .. so lazy ..

Black and white

Black and white

Last and this week .. (Part 1)

Yan Ren's birthday!!!

The One.

Sick of TYS ..

Goodnite.

Sick ,,

~F U C K~

Home.Home. .emoH.emoH

Hi's for a minute ..

Ka-Ching!

You are The Lovers

Bring me to the grave.

Breaking down.

I want you to love me. I want you to leave me.

Go, power Rangers!!!

Yellowzard.

Friend test ..

Post no. 60

No. 59

Find-your-old-friend week.

Long-lost friend

The truth.

My fingers.

Hokey-pokey

_Oil

2nd phenomenon

Uzi.

Great Spy- Experiment.

festering flesh.

I'm no prince ver.2

I'm no princess.

I'm no prince. (Kuß Auf Wiedersehen.)

Disturbia ..

Ich lebe in einer Welt der Schwärzung.

Cheers